ta mig tillbaka



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Gode gud vad jag vill tillbaka. Jag vill komma härifrån en stund, bara försvinna lite.

att börja om från början..

Det är ju inte alltid det lättaste men så är tydligen livet.
Livet ska vara svårt att leva.

Just nu sitter jag hemma hos min kära far och har riktigt ont i magen. Jag vet inte vad det är frågan om, men det är en skum känsla som härjar i mig. Hm. Jag har precis skickat iväg ett sms som jag kommer ångra att jag skrev imorgon. Tusan också! Jag ska alltid ställa till det för mig själv. Otroligt irriterande. Hela kvällen ska jag ligga och kolla på film och tröstäta pistagenötter. Just nu känns livet ganska meningslös. Jag ska sikta högt och se till att allt ordnar sig nu. Jag är trött på att alltid behöva ha ångest vareviga helg. Nej tack.

bäst,

Bringing to light what the media will not,
the business fucked up and you suddenly forgot.
Always in the background sketching out the plot.
You are devoted to destroy, more often than not.

Bringing all your friends in just to make a mess.
Moving all your pawns in just like a game of chess.
You're holding your breath and let me guess.
This is where you want me to get real stressed.

Everday you sit there with your friends at the cafe;
you're talking shit about me
and all the people on the street that doesn't really agree.
And I find it hard to cope with this insanity and jealousy
that comes from people with a guarantee to fail, still blaming it on me.

This is the sound that will make you go sick.
We're building it up with brick after brick after brick.
We don't care about how you keep on dissin' it.
This is the sound of the Raised Fist republic.

Whispering about this and that I don't know what.
Want me to remember, already forgot.
Want to have the leading role, take your best shot.
Want to have what I got you want a lot.

Screaming about this and that I don't know what.
Want me to remember, already forgot.
Want to have the leading role, take your best shot.
Want to have what wee got you want a lot.

Everday you sit there with your friends at the cafe;
you're talking shit about me
and all the people on the street that doesn't really agree.
And I find it hard to cope with this insanity and jealousy
that comes from people with a guarantee to fail, still blaming it on me.

This is the sound that will make you go sick.
We're building it up with brick after brick after brick.
We don't care about how you keep on dissin' it.
This is the sound of the Raised Fist republic


..det går inte att tröttna.

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